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Map of Tooj - Central Area and Locations by FrancescaBaerald Map of Tooj - Central Area and Locations :iconfrancescabaerald:FrancescaBaerald 63 6 Mystic by AlexandrOpara Mystic :iconalexandropara:AlexandrOpara 61 1 Superbeat Xonic - Feeling Isolator (2014) by matsuki-ringo Superbeat Xonic - Feeling Isolator (2014) :iconmatsuki-ringo:matsuki-ringo 71 3 AllisonJakes by JeremyChong AllisonJakes :iconjeremychong:JeremyChong 264 6 Deer elf priestess concept design practice by YanmoZhang Deer elf priestess concept design practice :iconyanmozhang:YanmoZhang 127 3 inu suit by sakimichan inu suit :iconsakimichan:sakimichan 8,320 377 Daily Painting 1677# Honeycomb Badger by Cryptid-Creations Daily Painting 1677# Honeycomb Badger :iconcryptid-creations:Cryptid-Creations 3,922 164 Commission - Spring Step by Hyanna-Natsu Commission - Spring Step :iconhyanna-natsu:Hyanna-Natsu 3,957 139 Big-foot by NORIMATSUKeiichi Big-foot :iconnorimatsukeiichi:NORIMATSUKeiichi 320 16 Comm: Sky Areks by Fiveonthe Comm: Sky Areks :iconfiveonthe:Fiveonthe 166 10 FA: Mage Glasses by dinmoney FA: Mage Glasses :icondinmoney:dinmoney 368 14 Mighty Devilsaur - Isle of Thunder by azerothin365days Mighty Devilsaur - Isle of Thunder :iconazerothin365days:azerothin365days 100 0 The Adventurer by gogo1409 The Adventurer :icongogo1409:gogo1409 80 6 No Men Allowed by Rastifan
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No Men Allowed :iconrastifan:Rastifan 56 31
Familiar by WojtekFus Familiar :iconwojtekfus:WojtekFus 872 29 Witchblade by RandyGreen Witchblade :iconrandygreen:RandyGreen 375 15

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Sitting Nude WIP
So erotic art has been a wish of mine for sometime.  He'll just being able to draw ”well" at all is really my main goal at the moment.  I've tried since middle school and by college I fell off the wagon due to feeling intimidated by the art of others on sites like this.  I figured if it wasn't going to be appealing to other than why bother.  I know through hard work it should get better but I always have that nagging black cloud overhead of doubts, frustration, and envy.  I've taken steps now to work towards what I wanted to do originally and make a strive to become an erotica artist.  Currently I am getting advice from an artist I've supported on Patreon who has been very helpful with his experience but don't get to correspond much. This is a first attempt again at sketching a drawing after so long. Feel free to critique me and depending how this is received I will continue with it. So far I've gotten frustrated with it and brought it back to the base butt position. By frustrated I wanted to put my pencil through my sketch book.
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Not sure anyone will even bother to read this but writing my thoughts down always made me more clear.  For the longest time I've suffered from deep depression.  There hasn't been much that has happened in my life that has made me come to enjoy living.  Trust me when I say this it is a struggle each day for me.  Being able to do something that was a talent that I could do with some degree of skill was one of many things I wished for.  Art was something that has not, nor do I think it ever will, come naturally to me by skill.  I was always under the notion that if you had the degree of skill and determination you'd succeed.  Don't mistake this as me not making the attempt as I have since middle school.  Leading into college I began to take notice of others artwork.  It is said that seeing the artwork of others inspires others to achieve greatness.  Sadly this was not the case with me.  Looking at some of the work here on DA and other sites has killed much of my fire for it.  Not that I'm saying I wish to be competitive but to be able to create something that people could actually admire.  I look at other and stare aw struck at the degree of skill of many different media.  I eventually became glum to the believe if I can even make something that looks even the bit of professional craft why bother and avoid judgment.  I don't want to be a triple A type of artist, but someone who's.......Decent.  I am currently trying to seek apprenticeship and study from one artists that I have supported through patreon.  Not expecting much in the way of help or kind words as I'm sure many have said the same bout.  I'll be trying to get my first deviation posted sometime this month or the next just to get some feed back.  Depending on what's said I will either continue to proceed with further developing the skill, or see that I don't belong amongst others.  I plan to try to do sketches by pencil as I don't have much computer experience and little money at the moment to get the professional grade programs most artists use.  I don't know if I'll get any better at this, or if Im just wasting my time.  I just want to get some kind of light in my path that makes it worth waking up each day.  Hope I can make something soon that impresses.
Not sure anyone will even bother to read this but writing my thoughts down always made me more clear.  For the longest time I've suffered from deep depression.  There hasn't been much that has happened in my life that has made me come to enjoy living.  Trust me when I say this it is a struggle each day for me.  Being able to do something that was a talent that I could do with some degree of skill was one of many things I wished for.  Art was something that has not, nor do I think it ever will, come naturally to me by skill.  I was always under the notion that if you had the degree of skill and determination you'd succeed.  Don't mistake this as me not making the attempt as I have since middle school.  Leading into college I began to take notice of others artwork.  It is said that seeing the artwork of others inspires others to achieve greatness.  Sadly this was not the case with me.  Looking at some of the work here on DA and other sites has killed much of my fire for it.  Not that I'm saying I wish to be competitive but to be able to create something that people could actually admire.  I look at other and stare aw struck at the degree of skill of many different media.  I eventually became glum to the believe if I can even make something that looks even the bit of professional craft why bother and avoid judgment.  I don't want to be a triple A type of artist, but someone who's.......Decent.  I am currently trying to seek apprenticeship and study from one artists that I have supported through patreon.  Not expecting much in the way of help or kind words as I'm sure many have said the same bout.  I'll be trying to get my first deviation posted sometime this month or the next just to get some feed back.  Depending on what's said I will either continue to proceed with further developing the skill, or see that I don't belong amongst others.  I plan to try to do sketches by pencil as I don't have much computer experience and little money at the moment to get the professional grade programs most artists use.  I don't know if I'll get any better at this, or if Im just wasting my time.  I just want to get some kind of light in my path that makes it worth waking up each day.  Hope I can make something soon that impresses.

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WickedPrince Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2017
Thanks for the faves. :)
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SirSkeetsAlot Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2017  Hobbyist
Thank you much for the kind words it means a lot. Most days other than my mom and dad I feel no one else cares about the demons one faces inside. Consider me a friend from this point out again I thank you from the heart.
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WickedPrince Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2017
Believe me I've been there plenty myself. I started seeing a therapist about fifteen years ago when I finally realized that ignoring the problem or pretending it would just go away if I ignored it hard enough wasn't working. Changing the way you do things is terrifying too. What if I put in all the effort to change everything that's wrong and it still doesn't work? That's scary.
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Eithnne Featured By Owner May 22, 2017  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: :hug:
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Aelindia Featured By Owner May 8, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much for the many :+fav:'s of my works back March :)
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SirSkeetsAlot Featured By Owner May 8, 2017  Hobbyist
I enjoy the artwork it reminds me of classic ad&d days plus all the fantasies for a young nerd. Sigh....if only fantasy women like that were real lol
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Aelindia Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you :)
lol well closest is cosplay 
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TULIO19mx Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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jokerfake Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
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Thanks for the +favs
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jokerfake Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
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Thanks for the +fav on more Helen Parr, Elastigirl
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